sugar and spice

My fav picture

2011-06-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

MONDAY THEME DAY:GOSSIP GIRL

2011-06-24T22:58:00.001+08:00

we did a GOSSIP GIRL THEME on monday..

ALL MY ASSINGMENT

2011-06-24T22:56:00.002+08:00

okay...assignment 1: banner theme:SUMMER (TEXTILE)

2:recycled material garments (TEXTILE)

3:Anya by Anya Hindmarch window display (FASHION MERCHANDISING)

4:PRESENTATION

2011-06-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

My assignment

2011-06-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

REWIND FASHION SHOW

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here u go.enjoy the photos of REWIND FASHION SHOW.Held in Seduction club,KL.

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Its the fashion life world now baby

2011-06-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hey there..yes,im gulity for not updating anything from here.

Lets start with a new introduction,IM MUNSYA.J, Raffles higher education college, Majoring in fashion design.wohooo!

im 19 now.yes dear blog,im old now..its okayy..ouh well,i got my own car and i have gain tons of experience. I catwalk on AMAED fashion show as a muse,been into tons of photo shoot, had walk the red carpet in ANUGERAH BINTANG POPULAR, had a smooth operation laflive ,and been to fashion show again and again and soon more to come.

tonight hopefully i could update everything from A-Z. aite,start from fashion show with my dearest fellow fashion students.

Hello blog lovers

2011-04-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

Hello blog lover..i will be creating a new blogspoy or maybe a tumblr and its all about fashion..
keep in touch.
lots of lovaaa,
munsya.j

friday night

2010-11-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

Went hanging out with fana,hana,wan and roi just now at delicious one utama.then roi gotta go to his futsal match.so the rest went up and went to the arcade.we played daytona:) wee!hahahaha...after that we went to JOM cari makan restaurant.me,fana,hana,wan,azi,ull.and also acap.but azi and acap went other places.after that went back then go out again.and now I'm in the car waiting alone for what,that I don't have to tell right.and so the night
Continue..

oh my god!

2010-10-14T17:11:00.002+08:00

its been so long that i never even update orlogin my blog..hello readers,are u guys still here?
been busy..

update2..
ouhh..working laa..designing and stuff..
with staff making problems.i think they got mental problem or self issues..

then with those who dont eve know how to appreciates whatever other ppl do to them,5 words to u guys.YOU.NEED.TO.GET.LAID...

hahaha..just learn that from one of jessica simpsons movie..
ouh well..life has been well.like all life laa..
same old same old..
just that now i have to work twice as hard.

with parents,they are fine...
insyaallah everything will get better.
everything happen for a reasons.

lots and lots of picture:D

2010-08-21T21:33:00.006+08:00

so i went out berbuka with my friends..
laugh talk and laugh again..
so fun:) wee.....all my stepson(imran,roy,udin,hafiz) and step daughter(faw) and also uhh mummy(farhana)..

hahahah..i macam biasa dari sister girl jadi stepmum sudah..hahahahhaha...
gambar2 semua "natural" sgt..:)
enjoy

oh no account!

2010-07-02T23:01:00.001+08:00

omg!seriously today is like a damn stress day..
dad suppose to do the account but he didn't.
so i have to do it.
all by myself at first then kak ika and kak erah come and help..

and yet,my dad still missing..i dont know where he went.
he said he was going for dinner..yeah rightt..

hmmph!

2010-06-27T01:52:00.006+08:00

j'taime-famille

2010-06-27T01:39:00.004+08:00

a lil white lie

2010-06-24T02:06:00.003+08:00

lately i was so down with stuff around me.
i lied some and i didnt tell the whole story some.
all the reasons im giving is just half of it..sometimes its non of it..

i was afraid to let myself down once i let my guard down too..
im delicate inside.so soft indeed..

show me more affection than precaution..
im afraid too..

why cant u just understand it rather than denying it?
how could i ever ever ever hopes on something like thing that just meant to be words.

tell me how and i will follow as u lead..

a story to tell..

2010-06-24T01:57:00.003+08:00

haihh..yesterday sesak nafas.seriously nafas pendek tp i survive without using any inhaler.
today pun that is bacause kemas rumah baru.mmg berhabuk laa..

oh well,in this post im gonna tell u one story about making up for mistakes

if i was that person,i would feel guilty
then i would have make it up to that person the next day.
ohh heck,why should i care right.
ur life and my life are two different life.
do whatever u please..

oone two words

2010-06-23T02:32:00.001+08:00

uhh..there's more picture actually but the uploader is so f-ing slow..
for now..this is all i can dld to show u guys..

one question:
how to fake a smile and tell ur okay when ur not?

photo gallery

2010-06-23T02:02:00.005+08:00

enjoy the photos

oh so great

2010-06-22T16:49:00.005+08:00

oh my!
i gotta get my design ready for the magazine.
they are gonna do the write up on us..
and also not to forget,im the model and also the desingner and also the runner of the company.

oh that is a hell of alllloot to do in such a lilttle time..
hope i can get it done on time..

on the other side,i read this one magazine..

i kept telling myself not to put on hopes..
but it seems like im falling for u like a jet plane going to crash..
im falling for u..thats the thing..
tell me what should i do now?

i mean,he could just leave me anytime rite?insecurities takes over....
so yeah..
back on basic:(
oh noooo...

:)
:(
:<
:{

im not happy with it now..

i bet ur reading this

2010-06-21T00:49:00.001+08:00

hello..hahahahha..
what ya looking at huh..

hahahahhahahaha..
ily:)

the sleeping beauty tale

2010-06-21T00:18:00.003+08:00

dear blog(again), beauty

hahahhaha..i think its cute of him to actually really find my blog..
i didnt tell azy my blog url..
but then he search for it by himself..:)

that is so cute..
hahahhhaha..awwwwwwww...

okay.i know earlier i did type that i wanted to back off from all the open up thing with azy.
huh..it takes only a night for me to really see it clearly that i don't want to do so.

in facts,i think i would just go with the flow.as long as i have him by my side,that should be more than okay:)

i mean.come on..i like this guy and he likes me too..i think more than that.
serious or not,that lets just put it behind for now..I'm okay if he is okay..
i don't want to push him or u know..something like force him to do so..
i want it to come naturally..

this is my mature-me talking alright..

i kinda miss him:(
oh..i did dream of him yesterday night..
hahahahha..but i didn't told him yet..

i was meeting his parents.he introduce me to them and his sister.
and the rest..let me just keep it to myself..it was a good dream indeed..:)
sukeeeeeeeeeeeee....

hahahhahah...boy oh boy,ur sure are something ayy..

daddy's day!

2010-06-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

dear blog,

first of all..HAPPY FATHERS DAY babah!love u lots..
went out dinner at CHILIS BANGSAR..

hope u have fun.will buy u a gift as soon as i get my money..

oh heart

2010-06-19T02:16:00.002+08:00

lets see..
i dont know if i should write this up..
but oh well,this is my blog..
malik reminds me of fazley..
hahahhaha...and im happy for him with his new life and girl..dont worry,im not gonna trash u up..
i dont do that..:)

aahhh...after he left with his no chemistry reasons,i dont really care about having another guy..
but yet,i do couple with other guy after that..that doesnt make me the bad one.

been with a prom king,oh well..he is my friend after all..
i really love ur voice imran..

then comes mujap..the outdoor guy..he sure loves futsal and hiking..
i love ur eyes mujap..

and yet all are still my friends.mr.prom king and mr.outdoor doesnt last that long cus i wasnt ready to open up my heart to them.plus,i cant believe im saying this but...no chemistry.hahhahaha..
its funny how i used to hate those words but now im using it..
oh well...

i recover by myself.told ya its only a matter of time.knowing this and that guy..

then comes azy..
he is my age..tall,thin and very simple..

we texted..and after awhile we became more than just a friend.
i dont know how to express myself...
im done with trying to impress guys..
i was myself when im around him..

we are like a couple that not yet couple..
something like an open relationship i guess?
we go out,hold hands,hugs....BUT with no official status..
i would be so damn happy if i was the same munn before.
but now im not that girl anymore,i mean now that its happening..i dont feel the joy like i should.
could it be that i want to be more than just no status ?yes.it could

hmmm..but when u think about it,there is a few good things about being the no status kinnda type..
u dont have to be tied to anyone.
but yet..there is also the not-so-good stuff..u have to ease on the complicated part like an one-eyed-man..or woman..

oh god...i dont know if he really likes me or have any feelings toward me.i mean i know,but i dont know if he is serious about it..
cus he never asked me if i want to be more than just it.
so i assume that he just wants it open..:(

i am kinda disappointed cus for me its like haihh
he could ask me if he is serious about it.we've been seeing each other whatt..

oh well,i dont want to get hurt anymore..enough is enough..
maybe i should really back-off before i hurt myself..

oh im confused...

lots,
munn

i think i lost some friends over this

2010-06-19T01:56:00.003+08:00

haihh..its been ages since i last update my blog..
i miss blogging..after school life was totally different...
im not in college yet..yep...im still well.working....
even before spm i already work..just that,that was part-time..
and now since school is over,i work full-time on it.
sighh*got tons of work now..

ehem2..kerja membuatkan anda penat.yes..itu benar..
because of i got tons of work,jadi jarang keluar and hangout with all my friends.
i miss school life,i miss my friend.
sometimes,i feel like kena tinggal and dilupakan..
i dont want them to forget about me..
maybe its because i spend most of my time WORKING.

i cant blame my work,i cant blame anyone..
i really miss my poser family,my classmates and those in tropikana and bu 2..
goshhhh....how i wish i can turn back time and spend a lil more time with u guys if i know things are gonna be like this..

im 18,and yet..a career woman..sometimes i dont feel like im 18 anymore..
its like,my everyday was filled with dealing and handling ur own client..
thinking about whats best for the company..and how we can grow even more bigger..
all that counts..

and yet,my parents want me to be the CEO of the company.im not ready mum,dad...
i dont want to be the one who sign the cheque..not now atleast...
im too young for that..:(

this is when i really need someone that i can cry on.
i miss BUKIT.there is where i cry and tell my friends all about my problems.

awwwwwwwwwwww......

mum cakap,later when i grow up..i will find even more friends..will i?

lots,
munn

hey there

2010-05-10T18:24:00.001+08:00

hyee...
:)

hahahhaa..im aunty muniera now..
with all my aunty dunia and aunty nim..

:P

so long and goodbye now hi

2010-04-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

zomg..been like ages since my last post kann??
okay.im great..:)
got a good job as a designer..
im happy..
no boyfriend:)
for now i guess.
im happy with my life:)

LOVEEEEEE,
muniera

broken string

2010-03-30T00:41:00.003+08:00

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

The Pieces Don't Fit

2010-03-30T00:37:00.001+08:00

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
III dont know why...... whyyyyyyyy!

thats why

2010-03-29T13:01:00.002+08:00

well hello..uhm.

not moving out now.maybe next month.thats a good news:)

more times to hangout with my two baby..hahha

well,i dont know.i think Ive lost my moojo.i dont even know how to meet up with guy.i dont feel anything.i mean,dont get me wrong.im not gay.

i've been with two different guy since he walk out from my life..

TWO.but i cant feel any heart beats neither from one of them.NON okay.

i don't feel the love.i dont feel the spark going on.thats why no kissing and hugging involve:(

maybe i was just afraid into getting in love again.

i stray from love.thats why..

dont get me wrong,this is not about him.

its about me..

i've lost my heart and it turns into ashes.and so it will be;(

the now thing

2010-03-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

at this moment hmm..i don't really feel anything..

i don't know..

i want tons of friend.for now I'm really grateful and happy with my life. :)

went to dance class with Darren..was wonderful:)

thanks Miss Jasmine!

funfunfun!

and got to say that the teacher was HOT!

but then not for me laa..

i dont think im going to find love anytime soon.

ouh!im going to move this monday.moving to a new house where i would get a much bigger room!UPGRADE babe!hahahaha

SILLY me!

2010-03-16T12:01:00.002+08:00

okay..i know the post down here sounds so cheessyyyyy...

but i wont delete it..blog aku pe..

what im gonna do is..

explaining myself..

okayy..hmm..post bwh ni..

well,usually im not like that.

i guess the PMS got me being so emo.

but heyy..after one hell of a good therapy with darren and ruthlene at the pool.

im SUPERB FINE..

i mean,get to think abt it..

not talking to each other and blaming each other wont solve anything..

let me be the wise one and say..

sorry if i did anything wrong.

lets just move one and forget the past and start a new one again:)

positive thinking:)

negative wont get us anywhere..

loveeee,

muniera

thunder and storm!

2010-03-15T20:15:00.003+08:00

here goes the thunder and storm..

I hope u enjoy seeing..your friend!

guess sarcasm wont work on u eyh..

"fine.i might as well enjoy my day with aidhel with or without him"i said to myself..

but F@#$ THAT..the whole point was going there,get aidhel stuff and SEE YOU..

but heck..susahnye nak hangout with u.PFTTTFFTFTTT!

whatever..

damage is done..

this is what i wanted to say and it comes from the bottom from my heart

2010-03-13T00:39:00.002+08:00

all this started a few month ago.when i realize,i don't think i can ever be with someone anymore.and after awhile that kinda grow on me..

but then thing started to change when i hangout with you.then things started to become like an semi-addiction.

i was so afraid of things will change to fully-addiction into having you..so i stray away a little bit.

with hope,it will go away..

but for the last two days,i realize..i wasn't being fair to you.and u told me that you wasn't sure about me-being-serious in this relationship and u don't really know how this love stuff works.

i don't even know how it works either..

now I'm not trying to be a good girl for you.but I'm trying to be the one that u wont hate and the best if that i could be and give..

I've been thinking to call you for the past two nights now..

but u are always sleepy...

so,u do the math..

i cant teach you how things are suppose to be.cus I'm not that good either..

but open Ur eyes..see things beyond it and feel it..

this is for you mr.M

my current guy..

say what?

2010-03-08T20:55:00.002+08:00

serious relationship?hmm.....let me think about it..

dating?ya.of course..

love?my job!

this feeling...

2010-03-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

i dont know..

how to explain this..

i cant take any of ur insult anymore..

read all ur mssg..

before and after disaster happen...

and it hurts..

how could u say all of that to me..

really..

at one time u love me like hell and then u start to call me names..

katak bwh tempurung is the last..

that really BREAKS MY HEART act.

no names will be mention..

my pretty girls...

2010-03-04T13:49:00.003+08:00

My Pretty cousin:Fatin Nur Atiqah

My Pretty Big sis:Kak Yana

My Pretty lil sister:Ruthlene

My Pretty Mum:Mama
My Pretty cousin:Elya Jasmine and Syaqeerah

I LOVE ALL OF YOU...

two is better than one?

2010-03-04T13:16:00.004+08:00

and yes...i am wearing a dress..its a new thing for me..

went out with this guy right here..we watch "valentines day" together..

and then meet mum..follow her for awhile and then went away again together to mcD and eat and talk and smile and sharing secret..

i feel safe for a moment there..you are something mr..

very down to earth..that is why..

and i like that..

took a tons of picture but only some is okay..

blame this guy over here..:P

thanks mujap for the very nice evening..i had fun..

next month?

hahaha..I'll try to make it fast okay..cus i know u would miss me by then:P

lots of love,

muniera

this is what it will usually happen

2010-03-04T12:55:00.002+08:00

okay..this post is special..for me it is..usually this is the song and lyric i would love to repeat.

part of the list(neyo):

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

this is the line that i love the most..cus it really reminds me of someone..

but after a while..i realize,its not that line but its this line...

you're not sory(taylor swift):

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

and...

Picture to burn(taylor swift):

State the obvious
I didnt get my perfect fantasy
I realized you love yourself
More that you could ever love me

So go and tell your friends
That Im obsessive and crazy
Thats fine, Ill tell mine
You're gay and by the way

And so watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned
You're just another picture to burn

say hello to the new ermm...heee..

2010-03-02T12:19:00.003+08:00

me and atiq went to KLCC..

atiq asked me where to get cigarettes here..

atiq:"munn..where to buy eyh?"

mun:"omg!ur a smoker now?!!its no good okay!!

atiq:"NO!I'm not a smoker!"

mun:"then?who are u buying it for?ur abang?"

atiq:"no!for myself"

mun:"huh?so now u smoke?"

atiq:"noooooo...."

mun:"then?"

atiq:"im depress"

mun: (big smile)okay..want one?"

atiq:"hahahahhahahahha"

then i think u readers know what happen next..

with no regrets..

im f-ing depress too..

trynna understand

2010-03-02T12:13:00.002+08:00

i am going to turn 18 soon..

and now is my chance to go out and have fun..

i NEVER go to ANY SCHOOL TRIP because of u mum and dad!

u guys wont let me!

okay fine..burned that down..

now im just aking u guys to let me go GENTING.its like so damn near and plus im goin with ALEYSHA FAMILY.that means,the mum and dad..

for god sake!

u've been there with ur friend when u were young!

stop controlling me!!

this is just too much!

the truth..

2010-02-26T18:57:00.003+08:00

well,the truth is i dont think i introduce myself correctly to all of you..

so let me start again..

Hello,my name is Muniera Syaza.call me Munsya.J or Munn..

I was born in 26 may 1992.That makes me officially 18years old this 26th may 2010.

i really enjoy dancing as well as singing..I enjoy reading novel and my all time favourite is KILLER CRUISE..Since there is no more good reading stuff now,i started to carry around and read THESAURUS..i know this is weird but yes..i am addicted into reading it.i learn new words each day..

i was also in SEVENTEEN MAG several of times,u could catch me on this march issue..its already out..i love adventures..

ouh hmm.i am really afraid falling in love..hahhahahahha...

so..LET ME JUST CUT IT..

i am a nerd who loves adventures..and I'm proud of it..

the winsomeness of memory

2010-02-24T02:16:00.002+08:00

hello.

lets start with normally those who happen to be in a heartbroken condition is getting ermitophobia..that's normal..

so here i am,passing that moment of sorrow..blowing away all of it..

no mater how much abhor i am towards it,i must admit that somehow this is the thing that will teach us lesson..

learn to admit owns fault and also learn to forgive..than only we can move on..

just have to acclimatize with the situation and abolish the callous feeling inside of you..

dwindle the zeal a bit and there u go..as good as new..:)

lots of love or should i say zeal,

muniera syaza

i am glad

2010-02-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

after solved the problem.i feel much peace and so happy..

im happy.and im ready now..to go to the next step.:)

im ready!READY!

lets start with.."hey":)

lets start with apologizing

2010-02-21T18:47:00.002+08:00

for the past few days,i realize that I'm the one who doesn't understand you and yes..Ur right.I'm the one who break us apart.. i haven't been an understanding person esp for u.. after all this time,now i can see it from Ur point of view. i take all the blames and i apologize.

i understand now why u called me selfish and why i am the causes of the destruction..

Ur right.

I'm sorry for blaming you.after realizing everything.i know I'm the one who cause us to crash.

and i feel bad for bringing Ur heart down with me..

i didn't understand u..I've not been a good girlfriend for you..

yes..now i can see it clearly.

Ur right all this while..

oh gosh..i should have listen..

but everything is too late now..

whatever it is.I'm sorry,i apologize..

i shall fix myself..oh god,why now only u open my eyes..

well..this is a relief..:)
i solve it..and I'm not blaming u:

sincerely,

muniera

hello MR.LAWYER

2010-02-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

so met this guy.me,mum and dad called him RAFI..hahaha.

well...this guy is certainly is a square type..

well..what do u expect,he is a soon to be lawyer..

he's 23years old this year..

but well..

im sorry Mr.Lawyer..

cus in my book of law,i cant fall in love..

not now maybe..

ur charming but ur not for me..

random-ness freak me out

2010-02-15T00:05:00.003+08:00

this was before chinese new year.buying stuff for mum's client..

one word:BORING.

went to MPH.bought a new story book:)

yayyy..

so..my topic for this post is random-ness..

i don't know why guy nowadays without no shame can actually asked me to send them my picture..err...weird..my answer always and forever Will be no..no matter how cute or hot you are,the answer is still NO!

and please,STOP with the "i miss u" stuff...

dude..i don't even know you..

why in the world would u miss someone that u don't really know.

GUYS ARE RANDOM.

and now random-ness is freaking me out.

plus im not really in the mood to find new love..

i dont find love,love will find me one day..

i just have to wait till that day comes..

wishing off

2010-02-10T15:06:00.002+08:00

when i looked out the window..i would think of you..all the memories being with you..

then i wish it goodbye..

life must go on..no matter what u do.

so i put my heart in coma..so that i wont feel hurt again.

how heartbroken i am..

look what u did to me..

i stand here trying to be as strong as i could..

as day goes by,i start not to believe in true love..

why should i share my fragile heart and my life with stranger when i could live it out with myself.

i have my family,friends and a god job to maintain..

so why get Ur self in trouble with love..

getting in love is like getting yourself in self destruction..

i don't want that..

i buried my heart deep down inside..

not wanting to get hurt again.

the damage is done..

solo rider

2010-02-06T15:01:00.002+08:00

hello people..hee..

so yesterday night was the last night of us being an item..even we end it up,our friendship is still there..

it ended quite well and easy..

nobody dumps nobody..its from both side..

then we can actually chit chat on the phone for hours and laugh about allot of stuff.

perhaps we are better as friend than a couple:)

this is what i called healthy relationship..

we are not committed to each other pun..

i enjoy the slow ride..it teaches me allot of things..

everything is cool..

so I'm back being single..

lots,
muniera syaza

aidhel's 13 birthday party

2010-02-04T21:14:00.002+08:00

i download some in here..

theres too many to downloads...

the birthday was fun.

i was the MC..

the balloon water catch was fun..

thanks to me:P

hahhahaha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER..

the circle of life

2010-02-04T20:55:00.004+08:00

hello readers.

i am now the designer and i got my own brand now..

my card is pretty..:)

like it so much.thanks mum and dad..

so today haziq and firdaus came to the gym at my house..

the workout and stuff while i am still upstairs doing my work..

then i went down to the gym to hangout with them..

allot of funny stuff..:)

then like always i asked haziq for his advise on my current relationship with imran.

i need a second opinion..

my theory:

number 1 and 2 seems too harsh..

3)he is just like the new mega Rubik's cube.

soon we will find out the answer...i am not surprise if my theory is right.

no worries:)

lots,

muniera

what if huh..

2010-02-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

okay..so yeah...i thought i could just believe in "feelings can just go away" and that would eventually happen..but then now i know it wont..

the scars remain so does the memory.

everyday i told myself that he is with another girl now..same goes to you..

why messing up Ur mind with it..

but what can words do without faith?

it happen so fast..

ZAP!.everything is gone now...

all Ur promises,all Ur swearing..

all of that is nothing but a lie..

i kept telling myself that everything is going to be fine...

well...maybe that is the phrase to make yourself feel better..

the white lie..

its true when they said u cant lie to yourself..u really cant..

but life must go on..one way or another..

both of u

2010-01-28T19:24:00.002+08:00

OUH yeahhh!!hahahahha.. hang out with Darren and Ruthlene...

with tons of gay pose..

ONE WORD

FUN!

HAHAHHAA...

will dld the picture soon okay..

tell me how..

2010-01-27T20:58:00.001+08:00

how can i stop loving you and care about you?

tell me...

this is torturing!

say yeah!

2010-01-27T19:50:00.002+08:00

OUH YEHAA!

mum and dad are back!

yayy!

i get a new jacket,1 Hermes watch to match with my jacket,my white LV Bag(ouhh the one that i want),two more jacket(something like rugby jacket),3 cool socks,1 black umbrella(the one that i want),one small recycle cheetah printed bag,one Anna Sui handphone case,and guess what..

one Lenovo handphone(i didnt ask for this..i wanted a nokia phn..but dad got me this cus this comes with GPS)so far,that is the reason..

i really prefer my old simple phone..

i mean,dont get me wrong..

this phone is cool..

but just not my thing..

well..alhamdullilah for it:)

at least i got a new phone!

and so does everything else..

so yayy!!!!!!!

i knowwwww

2010-01-27T19:02:00.002+08:00

okayy..hello..

maybe yesterday post was out of control sikit..

i kindda remove that..

so,here's for a new start.

i am so sorry for those who read it..uhh...

just no hard feelings..

okayy..FOR A GREAT NEW START!

i would like to introduce you to my boyfriend,IMRAN THE PROM KING..

hahahha..yea..i mean,seriously..that is my current boyfriend..

uhh...Imran is just a very laid back person.when i say VERY,i mean it!

He don't really care about some matter..

well,i mean..i cant push him about that right.

we like each other...

i think that is why we are together right..

nothing that serious is happening..

no holding hands,hugging and etc..

just like we are dating in fact.

it was his choice.

so i okay okay lah..

I am still trying to understand him and figure him out.

i don't know whats on his mind and so far...

seriously,nothing serious between us...(reason?ask him pls)

i mean,i am up for anything..

if he wants it that way then okayyy..that way we will go..

if he wants to get it more like a real relationship then okayy..we go that way then..

but now...

he only wants to take it slow:)

so slow it is..ai aii captain!

uhh..no picture?yeahh..he is not that type..

he is so 360 degree the opposite of me..

like totally!

well,it is something different for me to be with him..

or something like that..

uhh..for now,i am like his secret girlfriend..will just wait till he is ready..

(i dont think he reads my blog..)

and if he does,

I AM SORRY to blurb about this..

gah!what do u care..

so,what i had now is not what i had in mind..but its a god thing fr me to learn..

to relax and go easy on it..

no pressure..

i dont need to think about anything.

no fighting..

as if that is gonna happen...

so,

lots..

munn

hello

2010-01-25T13:17:00.003+08:00

hai to everybody.its been quite a time i never update my blog..so sorry..

okay..here goes....

current mood:Sad

work life:okayy..

money situation:not good..to much shopping

love life:pathetic..

dating life:uhhhh..okay i guess..

friendship:was great..

health:if u consider heartbroken is one,then yeahh..critical..

haihhh..i am as u know if u read the above....

okayy..hmm..lets start with..

i am trying to understand this guy named Mr.Ran..he is so complicated..but really.i cant do anything about it.i can just sit and wait and watch...

then with others,uhh..i don't think i can commit to any very serious relationship..my heart is still in coma...critical in the ward for the heartbroken symptom by the past boyfriend..still not recovering yet..over it,perhaps but recover from it..uh..traumatized..the last time i love someone i ended up well.like what i am now..as u can see.

so..I'm just gonna take it slow this time..waiting for time to pass by and heal it.

for the past 8 days since my parents went to Hong Kong..i went out several of time..

was fun..that is why my money condition is bad..haihh..

uwm..so that is pretty much it.no detail pls..

hello you.

2010-01-08T14:08:00.002+08:00

ehhee..okayh..im currently enjoying my life after school..working as a designer and also marketing manager..besides that..:)

well,that night is the start of something new..

i never thot we would actually end up being together.

but..hmmm..still trynna get used to it.i mean him and this thing.

but heck..i like it:)

xoxo,

munsya.j van der woodsen

never the right time to say goodbye.

2010-01-05T17:39:00.011+08:00

i just strayed from love.maybe cus we spent so much time and i know that its no more..

There you go..okay..lets start with the reason why i post all of this picture here..cus im about to delete all of it in my phone..wel..this last about 8month..started in April..so there you go..

Yesterday i went out to HARTAMAS SQUARE..texted Ayum then went there..you-know-who picks me up at home..so okayy...silent moment in the car.was busy texting my girls..gossip here and there..i dont really know what to talk about in the car with them..i was..speechless?

so yeahh..whatever right..arrived there and shake hand with all of them..sat next to Ayum and He sat next to me..so its like,him-me-ayum....

u know what..maybe he is right.he is so different now..with all the drink and stuff.i was not that surprise that he drank yesterday..really..but kindda sad by watching him do all the sins right in front of my eyes..i cant even looked at him while he was doing it..and for a second,i really feel like i wanted to cry..u know..so sad.like,damn.what happen to the disciplined guy i know before..just vanish,KABISH!haihh...it does really torn my heart out by looking at him..

i have no idea why cus the last time i checked,he told me that this is his life..so..i know i shouldn't care about it..its his life but feeling just cant go away..seriously,i was never that quiet before..i didnt even talk to him yesterday even he is just next to me..and he was doing the same thing,not talking to me.its not like I'm ego or something..its bacause,i was really down to the bottom and just sad watching him and listening to him talking about getting drunk and booty shake..hmm..this is harder than i thought..surviving the night..at the end of the night..i was so stunned..by his act..he looks the same to me..and he looks fine.with his life now,the party life...so....hope his new girlfriend know how to take care of him..or something like that..haihh..i really shouldn't care rite?then what is this feeling..cant somebody just clear out my memory...hunted by it..

lots

muniera syaza...

what happen in 2009!

2010-01-05T15:38:00.001+08:00

KITA 2010!

JUMPA DIA JUGAK!YAY!DAH DUA TAHUN DAH!
NEW YEAR DAH!2010!
SNEEKY KALI KEDUA AND BERJAYA!SHE-TO-THE-SHA LA
SHE CAME!
PROM!!
PEE DEE TRIP WITH FANA,HANA AND QILA

KENDURI THING.(MY FACE WAS PUCAT)
ATIQ AND IRFAN DATANG
SPM HABIS

SPM DATANG!

GRADUATION DAY
HANGOUT WITH DARREN MALAM2
TOK MAMA PASSED AWAY:(

ALL OF US WEARING BLACK.HAHAHA

RAYA TIME..

H1N1 MULA MELANDA

ITS YASNIM BIRTHDAY.PLAN NAK BUAT SURPRISE.SO ME,FANA AND DUDU GATHER UP AND SERANG RUMAH DIA:)

HIS SISTER WEDS
THERE U GO.RUFFY BDAY
THE NIGHT AT TAMARIND WHERE HE PRPOSED

THIS IS AMIRA.KAMI SUKE KARAOKE:) PENYANYI TERKENAL KAT KELAS TU KITEORANG UH!

MY VICTORIA SECRET DESIGN AND MODEL BY TANIA
LAST MINUTE TOWER
WORLD DESIGN DAY UITM :)
HARI KBU SEJARAH NYE CERAMAH BY PN.AZIZAH

THIS IS WHEN I JUMPA MY BFF FROM NEW ZEALAND,RAJA ARINA AND ANISA.

THE BEST PART WAS I HAVE BOTH MY BEST FRIEND AND MY BEST COUSIN WITH ME(ATIQ).

THERE YOU GO,LIKE BUDAK JE
THIS IS WHEN I CUT MY HAIR SHORT FOR THE FIRST TIME
I SEND THIS TO MALIK MASA BARU KENAL.

THISI IS WHEN MY HAIR IS STILL LONG

whatcha say...

2009-12-23T18:53:00.003+08:00

hahhaha...yawww ppl...whatsup?

haihh..my life is full of colour and surprise lately macam fuhh...

but i like it..

so far so good...

hahahhahah..:)

IQ MARATHON!

2009-12-21T15:42:00.003+08:00

friday tu tropicana nye prom balik pukul 3 camtu.i cant really remember tapi yang pasti balik lambat.lepastu Saturday tu ada IQ MARATHON..bangun pukul 8 pagi pulak tu..

dengan muka macam ape je pergi saja lahh..

second round then im out..

no!!!there goes my UK scholar..

haihh..tapi dapat sijil lah..xpe..sijil will do better than nothing.atleast cuba..

the after school life

2009-12-21T15:23:00.001+08:00

okayy..lets start with the PD and Melaka TRIP..thats the start of the life..hehehe..

secondly is Prom!okay..lets start with SMK TROPICANA prom at the Royale Bintang Damansara Hotel..that night is a night to remember.hehehehehhe...

something happen that day..something that i dont even expect it to happen but im glad and happy cus it happen..Like always,were dancing with mahan and ry's..then with Aizat..then with...........imran:)

imran teman me that day..well,i dont know..there's this thing its like (blushing)ahhhh..mannn...i just like it,i like how it feels..hhahhahahaha...so suddenly..

and that is the day of my rebirth where by im done with all the crap and now its the new life,my life..i shared it once but now im taking it back since he dont need it.(blog is where i express myself,not because of popularity.)i dont care..really...

im great now..next!the SMK SUBANG UTAMA prom at holiday villa subang..Went there with Zarule and Haris..Danial yg hantar..but my date is Zarule lah..hee..

dancing with Nadzlin and some random guy and girls..bestttt.

hahahahahaha...

now lets just wait for the next surprise..:)

cant wait what else awaits me in my new life.

confused by everything

2009-12-17T20:33:00.002+08:00

im confused now..

with you there does put a smile on my face,but it doesnt cure my heart instantly..my heart has turn into dust as he walks away..

let time heal and friends to chill..

yasnim!help me!!uwaaaaa!!

the things

2009-12-17T20:17:00.002+08:00

there is a few things that is stuck in my head..

such as you in my mind...

how bad i try not to remember your presence,u are still there..

its a ship wreck and im not capable of fixing the ship.

not at all..

no matter how much i try to stand for it.

the greatest accomplishment is not in never falling,but in rising again after you fall..

i do really fall for you,but u beat me up till i fall down to the ground..

i found the paradox that if i love until it hurts,then there is no hurt but only more love.

u always told me that i am childish..well,age is an issue of mind over matter.if you dont mind,it doesnt matter.

life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,but by the moments that take our breath away..and that is what hurts the most.our moment being together that take my breath away..

photoshoooootttttt

2009-12-16T19:29:00.001+08:00

so today went to seventeen again..dah 4kali dah niiiiii....so yeah..pergi lah saya ke studio....hehehehhe.GET THE MARCH ISSUE AND THIS DEC ISSUE!

pee dee was a blast..

2009-12-16T19:18:00.005+08:00

thats all

2009-12-16T18:26:00.002+08:00

well,at first ingat nak type something bout that thing but after that well...i kindda change my mind..so yeah..It just ends there i guess..and yeah okay lah..im hurt by it.i mean,all this while maybe it was just all a lie..i dont know what to think and to expect.

you treated me like im not there.as if im just one of your imaginary girl..dont tell me your busy.ouhh..hanging out with friends ada pulak lah time tu.gahh!sedih lah ila pikir balik.but what to do kan..this is life and im living it..

i do still think of you and apart of me is still loving you.if can i just want to delete you away from my memory.i mean,just.DAMN!

Expect the unexpected.hahahaha..

ouhhh errr....gosh!

2009-12-02T15:56:00.003+08:00

exam tadi SCIENCE..okay!boleh jawab!heheheh...me,amira,tania and aleysha gila jelous ngan haziq cus today dia punya last day exam..

babiiiiiiiiii!!!aku jelousss!!!hahahhaa

gahh...esok xada exam,but friday ada!then rabu lepas tu habissss..

ouh and guess what?esok ialah 3/12/2009..

right now since i sendiri xtahu whats the currents status because of his last statement was "I'm confused" and now i pun confused whether we are still together or dah lama end.

so whats it gonna be?

okayy...just in case....

kalau we are still together then its going to be our 8month.

but if we are not together dah then it will be non..

p/s:its pathetic when i already tempah gift awal2.ingat nak bagi dia for our 8month anniversary ni.tapi dah jadi macam nie..kasi kat tong sampah or simpan jelah.nak bagi apenyee...

status pun xtau ag..and i dont think dia appreciates it pun kot..

so my solution,to find out my status is.i'll wait till 12a.m where its going to be 3rd Dec..or esok jee.and if dia still ingat nak wish then okaylah.still together lah tu.tapi kalau xada pape,like its nothing then it will be xada pape dah lah..

BUT!

if memang benar dah xada pape,i still want some explanations from him face to face..BUKAN DALAM HANDPHONE..

why?cus then only i'll be satisfy..this relationship dont just turn 8month in a blink of an eye.i build it too.i give my all to this relationship.so i deserve and i have the right to know the reason.

it is because i want too,not because i need too know.

so there goes...

the sooner we can talk about it and meet,the sooner we will get the answer and way to solve it.

although i do still love him and yes i am not ashamed to admit it..i am now ready to let go just like how you want to let me go off that easily.

better

2009-12-01T13:49:00.002+08:00

I'm doing great now..

my old friend start calling me,texting..

my family keep giving me moral support..

my friends,well..they are there too..like always..

I'm doing great..

i learned that i am who i am and I've done my best to impress everybody.

if they still don't show me any appreciation and respect then I'm just going to forget that person..

whoever wish to stay,better show me some love..:P

i am still myself,just that now i learned how to let go..

and my parents are right,

i am precious..

p/s:saya xrugi ape2..

loveee.

muniera syaza

the truth.....

2009-11-29T00:39:00.005+08:00

no one can hold my heart from breaking and falling apart.not even my parents..

tadi before keluar my parents pull me in the room.tanya if im okay..dorang cakap lately i macam empty..they ask me mana the muniera they know?i dont what to answer..so i told them the truth about whats going on.but bertapis lahh.i just cakap i was feeling sad cus malik delete me frm his facebook.and dad was like,"that is not the real reason,he hurts u right?"and mum was like,"what happen?"

i try not to cry but somehow there is still tears coming out.tapi i manage to cover it.

i just keep quiet..then dad cakap "he left u right?i was young too before so don't lie"...

so i answer,"it feels like it but i dont know yet"..

so we had a little talk after that.

dad said"he did a huge mistake if he let you go.he tried so hard to please us and then just let you go sia2..and he let go someone so precious..ur not ugly,ur not stupid and ur just 17 tapi dah tahu deal with business.we dont say this just because ur our daughter.

and maybe its not you.its him..or maybe he already found another girl that suits him..and that girl just not you..even he dump you,we wont do that.we wont dump you..ur my daughter and believe it or not if i can protect u frm this,i would.just that i cant.that why kiteorg cakap ur too young cus we dont want u to be heartbroken.."

then mama cakap"u really like this guy?do u love him?"

i nod and then trynna cover things up by saying "i dont know yet,i said i think he is going to leave me"..then mama cakap"u think or u already know??its the same lah,if he leave you now or later means he just loose someone so precious..this is life..its apart of learning..don't worry,if he like you then he wont do such stuff"

and dad cakap,"just chill out okayy....we wont leave you."

so i just nod and smile.then pergi masuk bilik and cry..

this time is because i cant believe it that my parents understand me..and terharu gila apa dorang cakapp....

seriously...

so that's why mama belanja tengok wayang..to cheer me up..:)

thanks..i appreciates it allot..even all the things u guys cakap cus u are my parents,i still appreciates it..

this is a true story..

sejarah hari ini dalam my life.

what benefits would i get if i lied and create such a story..

it just getting harder each day

2009-11-29T00:12:00.003+08:00

just watch new moon..i do understand how Bella feel when Edward left her..and why she slept in the forest..i do somehow.

.and the whole story just reminds me of myself..its like a reflection..

Bella have Jacob who doesn't stop being there for her and to be more than just friend.and not to forget,Edward..who love Bella but somehow he left her because he wants to protect her and to stop hurting her..well...just similar like Bella,i do have someone like Jacob in my life and also someone like Edward..

If i had to choose whether to be with someone like "Jacob" or someone like "Edward".i would definitely choose to be with "Edward"..i would take the chance even if it hurts me so deeply..

and it will take time for my heart to recover if.....................

he promise me that he wont leave me......

i guess he didn't hold to his promises just like he promise me before..

why?

lifey lefey

2009-11-26T12:11:00.003+08:00

woahh..my life gila memenatkan..i mean,i work then study after that workout for new curvy body(im halfway there) and also had to deal with tons of customer..

somehow,i love it.haha..cus im doing something..

im the type yang xkan duduk diam.i dont just watch the plane crashing,i would go and do something.that's me..

and news flash!

im trying to get a grip on my relationship now..its falling apart.i don't know whether to hold it up together or just let go..well,okay.so what..im not perfect.my surprise wasn't a surprise and it turns to disaster.but hey,im just trying to do something nice..gahh...and i suck at it..

okay..lets just do it his way..just wait till i finish my exam then we can meet up and discuss.see whether we can still go together or the other way..one way or another,we are gonna settle this after exam..

and i do still want to stay if u ask me..but u...

well,i cant force u right.so,lets just put it behind..

okay!so now,I'm focusing like always on my exam and also my job!

i need cash!haihh...

truth is better

2009-11-24T19:46:00.002+08:00

here goes..

yes,i am Muniera..I do enjoy dancing and also fashion is my passion.

I have my very loyal dance partner,Darren.My darling cousin,Elya.My Singapore darling cousin,Atiq.I have a mother yang kuat kerja,Daddy yang very protective and all the friends..

i also have a un-official husband.BUT i xtau if im still his un-official wife.

Gosh,allot of thing happen to me..

okay..lets start with Malik..Seriously,for the first time i xtau what guy wants actually..i dont get him.Makin lama makin,far away..As bad as i dont want it to happen,its happening now..like a plane crashing down.mayday!mayday!S.O.S here..i mean okay lah..Now je dah nak 8 month..8MONTH!but then if asyik macam ni je,bila boleh solve and settle the problem.u called my explanation BS and u actually ask me to go find other guy..just because i cakap i was disappointed xdapat jumpa u..look here,if u dont want me,ur bored being with me whatsoever.u can just tell me straight to my face.trynna imagine this,dengar ur partner mock u up.xsakit hati ke?xsedih?at once ur okay then tiba2 terus xada mood.well sorry if i said something wrong but that doesn't mean u can just maki org mcmtu.is that what a heartless person do?are u a heartless guy now?cus if u are then i feel sorry for u..

on the other side,it makes me stronger.u wont get to see the tears anymore cus i some how learn how to let go..i am letting everything go.anyone who wish to stay,may stay.but those who treat me like trash,adieu to u.i wont cry for nothing and i wont keep loving someone who dont love me.i am letting go of my problem.one way or another,i am doing it..

second,MY EXAM.ouh..bestnyeeeee..dah nak habis exam dahh..weeee....after this science,commerce and art baby..cant wait..hehehe...xstress punnnnnnn...

third,omg..i am so tired doing all the works..balik rumah,buat kerja rumah then pergi friendster cafe or pannaz cafe with laptop and buat kerja..penatt tau.then balik je rumah,jadi art director.tangkap gambar yang nak kena dld cus customer keep on asking for the new keluaran..

huahhhh..penat..and why i buat semua ni,one cus my family need my help,second is cus i need money,third i am not anak Tan Sri ke ape..but i got a feeling yg semua ni worth it.

sedihh

2009-11-21T21:41:00.002+08:00

if only u baca apa i tulis before this..u don't know how much i appreciate u and how much i miss u..this is sad u know..i xpernah nak cakap anything macam mane u cakap..im just expressing how i feel..ye,i memang lah disappointed.sape x kan..tapi apa i dapat?ouh..maki hamun dari u..thanks alot for that b..i was quite terkejut but nak buat macam mane..dah nasib i macamtu..terima jelah..even if it hurts to death.

my 7month post annyV..

2009-11-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

yes..saya lupa pulak..biasanya every month ada speech..so i dont want that to change.i still want to give my corny speech..just put behind my SPM kejap.i tulis essay ni pun macam practice for exam esok tau..

here goes something..

dear boo,i know we've been missing out a few pages of our sweet life being together cus of exams.bt that doesn't change my love towards you.it'll never change.i still love u like before and i still need u like i always do..u know my weakness,that is you..whatever happen to you,it will effect me too..cus Ur apart of me and i hope I'm apart of you too..we're in this together and look how far love got us now..its been 7 month,yet I'm still happy being with u even we argue allot of time before this.i believe that every single problem have its own solution.we just gotta fix it not by our own but by fixing it together.cus for me its still 'US' not just 'me' and 'you'..remember i used to tell u that me+you=us..yes,i do still think we are like that and i hope u do too..i hope everything could be normal back between us.cus Ur my life boo..Ur apart of me..

even our 7th month is not that sweet,its okay..we still got other month to make it up back.even years perhaps..

boo,every time i listen to Ne-yo(mad).i would think of us..then I'll start crying all over again..why,cus i don't want to fight with u..cus we're like fighting for nothing.and i don't what to let go for nothing.and yes..i don't want to sleep through pain.cus it hurts so much.i know our love is not perfect.what happen to we will figure it out together?u see,i just don't want us too change even in many years to come..and i do trust u boo..the reasons why i like to ask u whether you still love me is because every time u said yes.it does really makes me happy and it does put a smile on my face.looking at the past and now.its totally different..i miss u b,i really do..i miss hugging u and esp u by my side.its been a long time i never see u..i don't know if u miss me like i miss u.but i sure hope u do too..what I'm scared of is after my exam,everything would change between us esp u will be busy after that.I'm terrified only by thinking bout it.

i just want u too know that u complete me and i love u so much.ur still my husband and the most important thing is ur still apart of me.ur my half sayangg...forever..

happy 7th month being together boo:)

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

2009-11-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

well,sepatutnya nak pergi belajar but then teringat pulak masa dulu2..so tadi bru je baca semua my post balik including my husband nye post...uwaaa....so damn sweet before but now so SOUR..what happen ouh...huishh..i mean,before my post banyak bout me and him..but now its more to the BACK TO BASIC stuff..after reading all of it,i realize that i miss him.i mean,miss him being himself..yah yahhh,i know SPM..okay2..lets just postpone this after spm okay..i hope everything will be back to normal..(sour face)

its the first day of SPM..

2009-11-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

It was okay.Seriously laa.i finish my essay without taking any rest or a 'hand break'..KABISHH!its done.hahh!!but then Zap!ouchhh!!sakitnya tangan!!(this is because menulis terlalu lama)

When the exam start,i was kindda nervous gitu..Blank kejap my brain.tibe2 x berfungsi.lepas dah start slow2,PUFF!terus tangan laju..200km/h tu.hahaha.means banyak idea keluar tibe2.yang xlogik boleh menjadi logik,yang logik boleh menjadi tidak logik.huh??macam mana tuu?

hahaha..but so far lah,Alhamdullilah i can answer all my question..AMIN.

ouh..today fashion statement is my very own SURGEON LOOK.hahaha..ouh and not to forget,lambat jugak lah datang sekolah tapi exam x start lagi masa tu..

lupa pulak nak bgtau,today exam sejarah and also bahasa..

so far so good..i hope 'good' last till my exam finish..

and ouh ya..me and Tania are made to be together..hahaha..CORNY aite?hahahaa..we have a similar pencilcase and also both of us clean our table first before we start answering the exam..the teacher incharge was like "sape nak bersihkan table lagi,boleh bersihkan sekarang." after tengok me and Tania bersihkan our table..

ouh..saya lupa lah pulakk,FINNALY!I DAPAT THE PENCILCASE BUT ITS TOO LATE,I GOT A BETTER ONE NOW.hahahaha..yang sama dengan Tania.ahahah....

ouh and if u guys are wondering soalan dia apa,i buat esei num 1 that is cara utk memastikan harapan ibu bapa tidah musnah.harapan tu is anak menjadi insan yang berjaya..Gahhh!!!macam x percaya je soalan dia agak senang...heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

ouhhh..esok ada History essay and also my favy subject,ENGLISH..WOOOOHOO!but BOO to the history essay..grr!!!

lots of pressure,

muniera syaza.

p/s:malik suruh saya pakai tudung,nehhh..NGH!and yes boo.if ur reading ths which i know u will one day.i do still miss u cus ur my husband and i love u too..(sighh..)

stress up

2009-11-11T20:17:00.004+08:00

really..gila la spm next week...huishh...

i got this one problem to solve..that is confident..moral support wey..

im that type..huaaaaaahhh..i cant do this by my own!

ready tu dah tapi semangat tu xde jeee...

talk to who?you?yesssss...youu....:)

OH M to the G

2009-11-11T20:06:00.004+08:00

hahahahah...SPM is NEAR!no jokes..

so esok pergi library with alisha..study study study bebeh...

today,well..not much lah..study and stuff..oh.but then tadi just online myspace and BAM!i found out something..but im not gonna tell u guys..

i dont feel good about it.rasa macam ada something wrong lahh..i know it..maybe what Darren told me is right lah..

Darren,my dance partner and also my very gila and so on friend.hahaha..

he is there for me and Ruthlene..that day he act watch me crying then advise me and stuff.telling me that i dont need to cry and i should be happy..bagi semangat semua lahh..haihh..then after that dah senyap he force me to dance till i drop so that i xmoody or cry again..

then the next day Ruthlene pulakk...gaduh dgn abangnye..so me,Darren and Ruthlene turun bawah to pool side..we calm Ruthlene down cus her eyes dah macam bengkak crying..then after that we laugh and laugh..and suddenly Ruthlene ask me about something..Darren was like,"oii..shh!dont ask her that!" to Ruthlene..but then i told Ruthlene what happen..abit lega lahh..

hee...fyi,we are like family already..i am the BIG SISTER,Darren the second brother then Ruthlene the youngest sister..17,16 AND 13..

SO jgn lah nak pk mengarut that i like darren or whatever..i only date big boys..:)

hahahahah....

pathetic kan?

2009-11-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

ehem2..confession ni...i miss him.as much as i enjoy teasing him,i still miss him..alot..but sedih kan bila dia x peduli pun..its like so hard for him to say sorry now..yes,it does hurt but life must go on.esp when SPM is around the corner..happily ever after is just a fairytale..

and if u read this..i want u to know that even we are fighting and so on..u are still there stuck and glued to my heart..

much much better

2009-11-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

hahahha..i am very happy now..ouhhh...lately i've been dreaming about him.yes its you syg,my only guy i want to dream about that is ABDUL MALIK.but i never told him cus he will go all perasan and hah.he dnt even care punnn...:( sedih kann??sob sob

tapi tak mengapa..pergi ke sekolah me and Tania was laughing our ass off..we're talking nonsense lahh kan.then comes Amira and Aleysha babeh..hehehe...we talk about alot of thing..then we go recess and poof!there he is,HAZIQ sudah di kantin awal dari kiteorg..kenapa?mestilah cus nak jumpa his girlfiie...ecehhh..xpayah nak cover2 lahhh..everybody know bt it including the teacher..

hahahha...so usually i would spend my recess with him but it depends lahh..sometimes with tania,amira and aleysha..

ouh i remember that day.i was lost then i called ALEYSHA...

muniera:ALEYSHA!IM LOST!IM LOST!

aleysha:WHAT?WHO IS THIS?

muniera:ITS ME MUNIERA..

aleysha:OH!WHERE ARE YOU NOW..?

muniera:NEXT TO AN ABANDON BUILDING THAT LOOK LIKE A MALL.

aleysha:hah??where is that?

muniera:i dont know.?

hahahahahahha...

and we are having great time laughing about it now..cehhh..

hahahahah...

spm

2009-10-28T18:25:00.001+08:00

NAK DEKAT SPM OIII!!

kamu

2009-10-28T18:14:00.004+08:00

gahhh!this is mr.Muzzafar @Mujap!

hahahha..gosh,look how brown his eyes is..we lepak like till late at night talking,talking and talking...hahahhaha...pergi makan meatball kat ikea then g kat my hse area nye kedai mamak...

actually ada banyak lagi gambar tapi dia xnak upload..dia cakap xcun lah ape lahh..macam2..biase lah,pakcik mujap kan gedik:P

i know him actually dah LAMA..tapi disebabkan something LAMA tu jadi cam baru..only WE know the story behind the scene..hahahha.

well,LAST year sambut my new year with him..this year xtauu..hahahha..so its like i START my year with him..heeeeeee...dah2,jgn perasan ye pakcik...

he is actually okay lah not bad(compliments tuu) tapi u gotta have confident..

i understand ur situation cus kita kan macam datang dari the same root..hahhaha...

UGLY to Hot stuff kot.hhahahhaha..

seriously,we share alot of story of our life and so on..

im happy we are friend not bestfriend..hahahhaha..:P

(cus besties kann..haa....faham2 jelah)

lots,

muniera

a sad story

2009-10-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

what a day..

so now,im just..gahhh...

start with,

my asthma makin teruk..seriously like damnnn..kena guna inhaler..that is cus i x jaga my way of eating..

then second.

SPM makin dekat!!

after that.

i dont know why the atmosphere between me and him dah lain..its like a COLD one.

i now,i see it,i feel it..so yeahh...

gosh..i dont know what to do..

right now,fighting is not what i need..

i just want us to be like before..

cus right now i need all my loved one to be with me..by my side.

and i dont get that.

parents are out to work,

friends are there but u cant really tell them everything,

and my guy is i dont know..:(

if can,

i just want to erase all of my memory and the only things left is gettin A's on SPM.

god,i feel like i wanna cry..

call me a baby,i dont care..im just..so being leftout.

maybe one day,

when im gone

then only all of them will realize that.

its okay,

i am my own best friend..

note yourself,

love yourself more than anything cus ppl change and sometimes shit does happen..

lots of sadness,

muniera

free

2009-10-11T18:57:00.001+08:00

at last,i just delete the chat box.why?cus i think its a waste of time to entertain some crazy psycho chick..so goodbye dog..hahhahaha..

back to basic..yayy...

lots,muniera

so today

2009-10-08T17:48:00.003+08:00

me,aleysha and amira not to forget tania discuss about group study kat ou..hhahhaa..we were like,okay..cool.then i suggest bangsar but then they said its too far.okay,xpelah macamtu..

went to school and then combined class..so duduk kat makmal science..i belajar math then rehat..after rehat ingat nak sambung but then rase mengantuk pulak..hahaha..but because of tania and amira voice asyik bersembang je..xjadi tido.i talk to them lahh.macam2 topic keluar..

after that rasa mengatuk balik and tidur till balik.hahahah..i got my English paper and thank god it was A..gahhh..my English is better than my bahasa..and i dont know why..hhahahhaha...

p/s:
get the dog out..

jealousy

2009-10-07T20:56:00.003+08:00

this time topic is jealousy.it seems like someone is jealous of my life and my guy..
the more that person talk about me,the more it become obvious that she/he is jealous of my life..ppl like this has no life.but its okay..guess that is all Ur good at,BEING USELESS..like a dog that cant stop barking..OH i cant wait to put a end on it..

and have fun with the chat box cus after this i am gonna delete it so that i can talk about u,but u cant reply it..so better start learning how to keep ur dog mouth shut..hahahha..

if u think ur crazy enough,well ur wrong..

i dont think ur a girl..LALI?what kind of name is that?wait!its a DOG name..and i know ur a guy named AMRAN..amran who pun xtau lah..whats ur problem pun xtau.mental problem kot..guna email samaran konon..cehh..i dont buy that.

schoolistic

2009-09-28T19:19:00.003+08:00

hahaha..so school is now open!haha..pergi punya pergi sekolah tengok2 x ada paper..so hang out ngan haziq and eizat...lepak tergelak semua ada cus kami xada paper.

then pagi2 farhana complain B I T C H mana yg nama LALI..im like whattt??
so i check lah..cehh..orang macam ni x payah nak dok sibuk melayan kerana mereka ini merupakan sampah masyarakat..maka dengan ini mari kita tukar topik.

so lepak at sch then mummy came and pick me up g tgk tanah bla..bla..bla..

balik je tido..

so what ever lahh..

btw, love farhana A.W and farhana nfh...HAHAHA...

lots,
muniera syaza

raya

2009-09-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

heyyy!!selamat hari raya to all of you!

so,first day dok umah..masak rendang ayam..

so at night went to Abg Boy nye hse..that is Dato Effendi Nawawi nye adik nye umah but abg boy tu kira cam Tiara Jaquelina nye anak buah lahh..

then makan2 semua..ouh ya..tahun ni semua pakai HITAM..me and mum kebaya HITAM,dad and adik semua baju melayu HITAM..macam VIP gituu..

so we get our own table then datang lah this Puan Sri datang bersembang2 dgn kami,bergelak ketawa..

tup tap!Tiara datang with family dia lahh..so semua tetamu pergi kat dia salam Tiara and Dato Effendi..SEMUA ORANG kecuali my family and the Puan Sri family..hahahha..lantak ko lahhh..

pastu dah makan semua,Tiara pun nak balik dah..AGAIN semua orang salam dia kecuali kiteorang..hahaha..TAPI after that DATIN TIARA AND DATO EFFENDI datang kat our table and salam kiteorang..

WAH!NI VIP betul..Orang lain sibuk nak salam dorang,tapi dorang yang datang salam kiteorang..

besttt!!hahhahahaha...

and now raya kedua kat rumah uncle that is my dada nye adik..

tengah menunggu makanan siap lahh ape lagii..

dan masa ni jugak lah aku dok online..ahahha

xsenonoh betul anak dara neyh!

hahahha..lantak laaa..

once again,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.JIKA ADA SALAH SILAP,TERKASO BAHASE NYEE MAAPKAN JELAHH YEE..

KITA MULE YANG BARU JE LAHH..

BUKA BUKU BARU..

lots,

muniera syaza

lovee u atiq

2009-09-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

first we laugh so hard then we got wasted all because of her..she is my laughing gas..never stop laughing...overnight til sahur then tido..hahhaaha..next time we go shishaing okayy..this time xsempat..heee..

HERE COMES TRIAL SPM!

2009-08-31T22:46:00.001+08:00

Matiiiii!!!hahahahaha...
ouh no!its Trial!!
rase macam cepat sangat!SHIT!
xpe2...
kena yakin boleh buat..
readers,pray fer me okayy..

lots of love and stress,
muniera syaza

its time to say it out loud

2009-08-28T15:59:00.004+08:00

at first i wanted to change my blog layout but then i change my mind.i wanted to keep this layout.wait till next year then I'll change the layout okay.

then today i visited the myspace community and also some other photog community..

and i think all of it is bullshit..hahaha..the girl and guys are trying so hard to look hot and beautiful..not to forget "model" lah konon..

nowadays teenagers are spoiled mann..what in the world happen to the "free spirit teen" or the "normal teenage girl and guys"..I'm not old fashion just that look at them..gosh..are they lack of love or something?sorry if I'm too laser for you..but this is my blog.so its up to me to write whatever i want..

and what I'm writing now is the facts..not the fiction..
i know I'm not perfect neither but I'm living my life like a normal teenagers.

and almost all of the spoiled one is a malay teenagers..nama je melayu tapi tangkap gambar macam cheapos...i mean,look at yourself.you guys are not even mixed..I'm not a pure malay but i don't act like you guys..i have a Scottish blood but still..i dont act like one of you peeps.

and now is the perfect time for me to say this..

I'M PROUD MY PARENTS DIDN'T SPOIL ME..
HAH!

2009-08-24T17:06:00.002+08:00

hahaha....air yang sejuk,sdap lagi tuuu...yummm...

SELAMAT BERPUASA!

2009-08-24T16:55:00.003+08:00

YAYYY!!PUASA!but BOOO FOR SPM!!!!!!HAHAHHA..IM A DEAD MEAT MANNN...

SO,first day of puasa went to MASJID RAJA MIZAN @ MASJID BESI at Putrajaya..

it was BEAUTIFUL!!GORGEOUS!THE VIEW WAS MIND BLOWING TREMENDOUSLY BEAUTIFUL...for an asthete like me,it is a one of a kind masid..open concept which xada pintu or whaever..and its HUGE!i sesat lak tu..ahahaha...

at once rasa macam cerita NUR KASIH lakk..hahahaha....

one reunion means a thousand smile

2009-08-24T16:42:00.002+08:00

so,it was Thursday that day..and 21 is nims birthday that is on Friday..so,me,farhana and dunia went to nims hse to surprise her lah sangat kan..hahaha...Farhana baked her famous cupcakes,me bring candles and dunia bring a much bigger candle with a stand..

so,went to centerpoint teman du's and familia makan dulu then baru g rumah nim..

went upstairs and susun the cupcakes semua then turun..

"TADAA!!SURPRISE!!!"hahaha...nim was err..shock lah sikit kot..SIKIT JEE!hahahaha...

her aunty cakap our susunan macam a temple cake..hahahaha!

then after dah makan aunty jenny masak amir datang..lepak at nims room japp..bagi hadiah kat nims..then dunia bagi each of us sampul surat and guess whats inside??hahaha..its and 18sx thing..which all of us laugh like a crazy maniac + amir is recording all of it..hahaha..

amirrr,ape niii haaa?hahaha...ur not yet 17 pun..then went to nims dad nye NEW HOUSE kat Tropicana..dekay ngan iman's hse..sighhh!

hehehe...then jalan2 dekat the neighbourhood gelak2 macam ape je semua...then balikkkk!!

so,HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAMINNNN(YASNIM)!

morning tears

2009-08-17T15:55:00.002+08:00

it was in the morning,
where all of my classmates were talking.
and i got this mssg,
that force my tears to fall.

my classmates,
somehow they comfort me.
giving me tissues and asking me to smile,
making jokes and funny faces..

from this day onwards
i promise myself,
i wont cry anymore
never again.....
not for you...
i will not..

dearest classmates,
thanks alot...
:)
ily u guys and girls..

lots,
muniera

ITS A DAMN WORLD out there

2009-08-13T10:09:00.002+08:00

here goes..went to boo's house.on the way there in the train,men and women,teenagers and children keep coughing..thank god i put my mask on earlier..the train was full,but there's still some stupid human being thinks they are so bloody small try to squeeze in..like hello,its bloody full in here..i cant even breath in that train.its like a train to hell or mass destruction of human tuna mannnn!

thank god i must switch train..so okay then,it was tremendously full of ppl around..then there he is.searching for me..ouh god,feel like im lost for a moment there..

its a damn world out there,full of diseases..to all my readers,WEAR A MASK PLS..u dont want to get infected and die!i know some of u dont want to put on a mask cus mask make u look like a ugly retarded person.but hey!i rather put the mask on then have to suffer the stupid illness or should i say INFLUENZA A H1N1!

LOTS,
MUNIERA SYAZA